You don't bring me flowers
Cause the flowers are dead for you
You watch me standing alone
On a bridge
I thought you told me the truth
In a room for years we stayed
We stared each others' eyes
I never thought it would end
This way
It's like a...
Like a sad goodbye
For always and always i'd stayed
And always and always you run away
I don't bring you flowers
Because I know it's no use
I know that I must go on
With or without you
I watched you for hours and hours
This picture in my hand
I could scream like you used to
Scream only
and cry all the time
For always and always I'll remember you
For always and always you'll REMEMBER ME
AND I'll dream
AND I'll cry
Softly at night.
I don't care anymore if you want me to beg
That's all you ever want
That's all you care
I don't feel anymore like i used to feel
You hold my hand again
A fucking waste
I don't want you to be like you used to be
That's all i ever hate
That's all i hate
I don't care anymore if you want me to beg
How you make me hate
I wish you'd die tonight
I don't care anymore if you want me to break
That's all you ever want
That's all you like
I don't scream anymore like i used to scream
I strike you dead again
I strike you hard
I don't want you to be like you used to be
That's all i ever hate
That's all i hate
I don't care anymore if you want me to break
I hope you suffocate
You make me sick
Do you want me to beg on my knees
You'll get all of me
Shake, shake all of me
Do you want me to scream and deceive
Well i could never say no
Never no never say no
All i ever wanted was you
You pushed me down
Oh it never seemed cruel
But don't you know what i've been going through
And my mind explodes
When i think of you
So let's push
everything away
I'll smash you up until you break
I'll smash you up until you faint
Oh this is how you make me hate
All that i ever want
To cut you up until it pours
And drop the salt into your sores
Until you're dead
Do you want me to beg on my knees
You'll get all of me
Shake, shake all of me
Do you want me to scream and deceive
Well i could never say no
Never no never say no
I never said no
And all i ever wanted
And all i cared
And all i ever hoped
And all i said
And all i ever tried
To push you down again
And hold you there
Until no breath
Or sound is heard
On a cold september night
We met
And felt our love
First time
We held each other close
And all she said "just hold me tight"
I held her in my arms once more
And wandered in the park with the dog
We laughed and cried
And talked how good it felt
And kissed for ever more
And how we only used to feel
And all the plans we made
And all that mattered was our love
Sealed with a ring
Engraved
As the yeards went slowly by
And all these things
Just changed somehow
I wander in the park alone
No smell of you
No fur at all
I hold you in my arms once more
A picture of a year before
I laugh and cry
And think how good it felt
When we kissed evermore
And now i only think of you
And all the love we had
And all that's left
Of me and you
It's just the ring
Which said: "September"
The way I saw you dancing
In the rain
The way I held your hand
And left in pain
The way you said you
Always remember the same
Don't let it end
Oh please explain
All what you said tonight
You always change the words for now
And again
There's nothing left to say
If only I knew what I must say
Now the night's away
The way I saw you dancing
In the rain
The way I saw you cross your legs
And screamed
The way the wetness
Dripped out of my face
It leaves me
Oh so sensual
It's out of grace
And all I ever want
To use you up
And break your heart again
And all I ever said
Just hold me now
And feel the same again
But I'll just drop you dead
Again
And again... and again...
Falling off a mountain
Knowing that I'm dead
Falling off the stairs
Some more
Falling off a mountain
Falling off the edge
Balancing on air
Until I fall
Fall into the deepest
Oceans in your eyes
Fall into a hole
Without a sound
Fall into the cheapest
Girl that I could find
Fall until we fall onto the ground
Falling over
All the sounds we made
Breathing
Going wild again
So wild
Falling over
On the ground again
Howling like a dog
You howl
Some more
Some more
Falling off the edge
Falling off the edge
Losing all control
For just once more
Could I ever explain
Why she made me act this way
If only I could scream
For just once more
Falling over, falling ove, falling over you
For just once more
Falling over helpless
Falling over breathless
Falling over senseless
No more!
How you made me scream my guts out
You'll never break my heart again
No more!
How you made me pull my heart out
I'll never get enough of this
All of this!!
It's the only way
It's the only way
When she slowly closes in
Entangles me
In deepest sin
I could howl
I howl
I howl
Falling over helpless
Falling over senseless
She said "Your heart, your heart has to be mine
mine, mine, mine, mine, mine!!"
Falling over helpless
Falling off the edge
"I'll get your heart, I'll get your heart
I'll make you howl once more, and always some more"
And falling
Falling, falling, falling, falling
Falling down, down, down, down, down, down
And falling
Falling, falling, falling, falling
Fall on the ground!!!
FAITH: I want to hold on
TEARS: I cry over you somehow
LOVE: Hand in hand in the park
HATE: Oh I wish I could sleep
for once
before the night comes
Do you want to let go
Do you want it to end
Everything
That you once said
I just know you will stay
Again with me tonight
FAITH: I want to hold on
TEARS: I cry over you somehow
LOVE: Just everything
you once said
HATE: Oh I wish I could breathe
for once
I want you tonight and
Do you want to let go
Do you wnat it to end
Everything
That you once said
I just know you will stay
Again with me tonight
Tonight
The sorrow comes
Oh you never could know
And all you wished
That you'd never let go
And all those things that you wanted to say
It doesn't matter now anyway
And all you say is
You feel so alone
You'll never break my heart of stone
The sorrow comes
Wished you'd never let go
The only one that you wanted to hold
You wanted to hold
Don't you understand
Don't you understand
How
I could leave you like that
When I look at you now
The sorrow comes
When I'm far far away
You wished you'd never thrown me away
And all these words
That just come from your mouth
You say you'll die
Without me now
And all you say is
You feel so alone
The sorrow comes
Now that you're on your own
The only one that you wanted to hold
Is gone and away
And ever so cold
Ever so cold
Don't you understand
Don't you understand
How
I could leave you like that
When I look at you now
This night
I never thought it would end
I lie here
Alone
And think of you
Somehow you screamed
You managed to once say to me
How much you really cared
I don't know if you know what that means to me
Just to hear this words
You said you would never run away
You told me that was yesterday
But tonight you have gone away
Don't you know how I cried for this
I'm so hurt
This feeling
I'll never get used to somehow
Today
I woke up with this tear
I looked beside me
There was nothing but fear
Somehow you said
For always you wanted to be with me
I never cried softly
But hard all the time
Just to cover up
You told me that was yesterday
Tomorrow's another day
Why do I just care so much
It hurts deep inside
And there is no one here to help me
Just to help me
Run away from it all
So fast
So fast
I never could love
I never could leave
I never could feel
Could feel
All alone
I'll always regret
I never know when
I might forget your face
Do you want to believe
I could only cry
And all this words
I'll never know why
I always believed
Always the same somehow
Do you want to break up
And believe I'm gone
But don't you believe
Just everything I say
I'll never know why
I always ran away
Do you want to believe
I would only leave
But watch this tonight
Another film gone
I'll never know why
I always sing this song
Do you want to believe
I could only sing
And I'll dance
And I'll scream
And I'll tear
The walls down
Once more
If I could only
Forget your heart
Forget your name
I'll never know why
I always say the same
And I
Just wanted to stay with you
But won't you hold me now
That's all I say
But don't you want me now
That's all I have
'Cause all I ever wanted was you in my arms
At night you said:"Will you always believe me? Promise
to stay"
How well did I know her
Althought I knew her
Not that I cared much
Oh!
Hiding away
From all those things I said
Words that just came from my mouth
I'll always regret
But don't you want me now
All that's left
'Cause all I ever wanted was you in my arms
The night we cried
We were always so sure of
Needless to say things
Know that we always...
Why do I care
How well did I know her
Oh!
All I tried
Was holding you down
I know that I killed you
Know that I scarred you
Over and over
But all that I ever
Wanted was you here
Wanted was you
And I just wanted to break your heart
'Cause all I ever wanted was you in my arms
Now that I know
That you're
Gone and forever
Always alone
As long as I know
Why do I care so much
Now I know her
Oh!